Sunday, January 22, 2012 8:56 PM
40. Different Light ;
HELLO ! To both avid readers (HI STAN) and non-avid readers/stalkers (HI EUGENE) .
See this pretty girl ? She's my evil twin . She comes out at night . Yknow , night shift .
My mama says this picture is (Y) , because she can't see my eyes . Okay fine .
I AM UGLY T^T sudden realization :\
[Random] Honestly I think I look better with long bangs that covers my eyes , but everyone says I look better with shorter and thicker bangs .
THEN I WILL LOOK LIKE CHINA CHICKEN RIGHT .
ALL SCAM ME ONE . WATCH OUT .
P.S. Anyway , patriotism xD school-wise , that is . SEE THE AHS LOGO THERE ?
THIS , IS CALLED SKILLS .
I've got the moves like jagger , I've got the moves like jagger , I've got the mooooooooooves like jagger xD
Look at my glam pose . Actually I think it's pretty cool la . Really .
You know , I've been thinking , should I make a vlog ?
Like , blog verbally . Make a video , and all those shit .
Then I realised , I shouldn't . Because :
1. If anyone is photogenic , it's definitely not me . I think I'm iPhonegentic , because I look like sai in videos and other photos . Especially photos taken by DSLRs. What sai is this ? I thought DSLRs were supposed to make you look like an angel !
2. I don't have a nice voice . Sure , some might say I laugh like a doll (which is damn creepy I swear) , but noooooooooooooo I think my voice like sai too .
3. Vlog takes up a lot of time . If I can't remember what I want to rant on , then I die .
I might give it a try , when I have time . If it turns out fine , and I get positive responses , then I might make more ^^
But for now , I'm sticking to good ol' blogging .
Aww , the plane back to SG ! good times , gooooooooooooooood times .
I chose this picture , because :
1. It's bloody BSC , for God's sake ! And there's Venice and Kaisherng inside xD
2. I look amazingly/surprisingly good in this picture (because it's blur TROLOLOL)
3. If I'm not wrong , kewtboy was the one taking this picture .
4. It's a picture taken on the plane , quite cool .
5. I see my maomao lurking in the corner there , and maomao looks kewt too .
Therefore , I conclude this picture , "PICTURE PERFECTO ."
I miss BSC <3 so much . Sooooooo much ):
I'd cry every time I think about the guys .
It's like every little thing I do , reminds me of them . And all the other wonderful memories in BSC .
One day , I'm gonna rant on and on about BSC and the stupid stuff that happened , ain't no one gonna stop me from spamming .
Okaaaaaaaaaaaay , maybe if I don't have the time then I won't :\
Screw limited time .
It's snowing ! Isn't it pretty ?
Yknow I was so excited to see snow , I couldn't stop jumping around .
And so I almost slipped in the wet slippery snow , but it was still merrily fun ^^
I don't know whether I'll see snow again in future , but I've seen snow twice in China , in those 40 days .
It's really cool how I got to see snow with some of my closest friends , friends I'll never forget meeting .
Kaixuan`HA <3 forever and always .
So I've decided what I wanna rant on : seeing things in a different light .
So I figured that I really see things in a different light . Like seriously , no one sees things the way I do .
I don't know whether it's a good thing or not ; some people say it's unique , whereas some people say it's just weird .
Still , I find it pretty cool . Excluding the fact that I get easily misunderstood so .
For example , camwhoring .
Camwhoring is a person taking pictures of himself/herself like one thousand times a day .
What's your definition of camwhoring ?
During the china trip , Venice explored around my computer and found pictures of my "camwhores" .
So she told me , "I don't get why people like to camwhore . I don't like to camwhore . I think it's stupid , it's like showing off your face to other people and whatnot ."
In other words , she was trying to say , it's like a whore . Taking pictures of yourself .
I don't see in that way .
I see it as a memory . Now how many people see it that way ?
Imagine taking pictures of yourself everyday . You grow everyday , and your face changes everyday .
Now , imagine using all these pictures , and creating a photo montage with them .
Isn't that cool ? You get to see how your face changes in a year . 365 different photos of yourself .
Now let's look at it in a different way .
Let's see it as something to be passed down .
My mama loved to take pictures of herself when she was young . Every now and then , she would flaunt about how pretty she was when she was my age .
I have fun looking at her pictures , looking at how she changed over the years .
So , when I take pictures of myself , I can show them to my children (if I have any) , no ?
It would be something I can laugh about with my children , something my children would enjoy looking through .
It's like a beautiful memory for yourself , and also , a new insight of yourself for your children .
YOU HIT 2 NIAOS WITH ONE ROCK . GOOD , NO ?
Secondly , today's rain .
Yknow how it was raining today , on CNY eve ?
Some people are like , "Aww , the rain's dampening the happy festive mood ."
And they start singing , "Rain rain , go away , come again another day ."
Now I don't see it that way .
I see the rain as Showers of Blessings .
So maybe the heavens above are trying to wish us happy chinese new year too , just in their own way .
Rain . Don't you love rain ?
Why must it only rain on non-festive days ? Can't it rain during Chinese New Year too ?
So maybe it makes transport difficult . But it makes the weather more cooling , doesn't it ?
Now who doesn't like a windy breezy day ? No one .
Exactly my point here .
So don't complain that the rain is being an asshole and screwing CNY . It's not .
You are .
Complaining like no tomorrow .
That's the thing about Singaporeans that I really detest .
Which kinda brings me to an unspoken part of my rant .
Honestly I didn't wanna bring this up , cos' it's totally irrelevant , but I decided against the odds .
Singaporeans are always complaining .
Why ? God knows why .
My mama was telling me , "Why can't Singapore have 4 seasons throughout ? Why must we only have summer ?"
And it wasn't the first time I've heard it .
So I countered her with , "Let's say we have all 4 seasons . During winter , people will be complaining about how cold it is , and all the static . People will be complaining about having to wear 5 layers a day , and how cold it is to shower , etc . What about autumn ? Yes , it might be breezy , but people will complain about the many fallen leaves on the ground . It might be a pretty sight , but how long will "pretty" stay ? It gets tiring to look at in the end . Spring might be fun , until the bees come . Girls will start screaming at the sight of bees . Why the hell do you scream at a bee ? And then there's summer . Yes , summer , the season everyone hates cos' it's oh so bloody hot . Now you get what I mean ?"
And my mama's face was like O.O
Problem is , it's not the season that's worth complaining about .
It's the Singaporean in us . We just can't stop complaining .
It's part of us , the ugly side , that is . If there's any way we can get rid of it , by all means , do it .
But then again , it's the only thing that distinguishes us from other people (other than Singlish) .
So , to keep the complaining , never complacent attitude up , or to throw it away ?
That is the question .