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Wednesday, July 27, 2011 9:24 PM
27. Pride
Hey guys .
So now I'm on this rant , like how I promised Crystal .
The reason for this rant is because of some emotions .
Inexplainable , inexplicable , really .
I'm just gonna try churning this emotion out . Like a machine .
Let's go .
So I'm talking about pride .
I'm not sure whether this fact is true : Guys have more pride than girls .
It appears so . I think , it's true .
And I have a logical explanation to prove it .
So I've heard some things , I'm not sure whether you meant it or not .
You sounded like you meant it , and being the gullible me , I believed it .
Whether it was true or not , Heaven knows , Hell knows and you know .
But I don't .
And I choose not to accept this cold , harsh reality .
Not that I'm still in denial .
I'm just disappointed .
Disappointed not because of the harsh words , but because you chose not to tell me straight in the face .
I wouldn't have minded if you just pushed the truth into my face .
I wouldn't have minded if the truth slapped me to wake me up .
I wouldn't have minded if you told me , yourself .
But since you didn't , yes , I do mind .
Instead of being sad because of what you said , I feel pissed .
Like , wtf ?
Did your pride eat you up or something ?
So it was all a misunderstanding ?
It was all something that was thought in my head ?
It was all part of my imagination ?
I doubt so . And you know what's the answer to these questions .
Look , I already regret falling into this pit .
I already regret liking you , alright ?
I regret all this shit , because I feel stupid .
Like I'm the one being really , really gullible . Naive .
Is it because I didn't reciprocate , according to Crystal ?
And so , you said those just to salvage your pride ?
gosh .
Okay , I know pride is something really important to a guy .
But this doesn't mean that girls don't have prides too .
By saying those , you took away my pride instead .
So you think I really don't feel anything ? Bullshit .
Pride , kills .
Just like how curiosity kills the cat .
If this carries on in all guys , I'm just saying , there will be a new saying .
"Pride kills the man ."
Seriously , all these pride that guys hold dear to themselves , makes girls disgusted .
It's the pride that's holding you back , I'm guessing ?
It's the pride , the face , that y'all try so hard to save , so that you don't disgrace yourself .
And by doing this , you sacrifice a girl .
You think you're still in the olden days , where 2 girls = 1 pig ?
ANCIENT DUDE .
Imma shake my ass when it's 2 guys = 1 pig . Ha .
Has anyone ever wondered , how girls remember every word that a guy says , crystal clear ?
Like , the words are ringing in the girl's mind every second , every minute .
I don't know how it works too , but I know , it affects the girl a lot .
Just like the saying :
"Tell a girl she's beautiful a million times , she would blush and deny it .Tell a girl she's ugly just once , and she remembers it for life ."
So even just something simple like :
"Hey , I'm busy , talk to you later ."
It sets the girl thinking .
When is he going to reply me ?
What is he busy with ?
WHEN IS LATER ?!
Is this an excuse to stop talking to me ?
What if he doesn't reply me ?
Does he dislike me ?
How should I react ?
He's not even my boyfriend , why do I care ?
He's not gonna stop talking to me , right ?
What if he does ?
Should I send him a text to remind him ?
No wait , that would make me sound desperate and annoying .
But I don't wanna wait for him to text me .
Cos what if he doesn't ?
But if I don't text him first , he might not text me back !
So , should I text him ?
Forget it , I don't wanna sound irritating , I'm just gonna wait .
Or maybe pretend to send him a wrong text .
Just in a minute , all these questions run through her brain .
You know how frustrating it is ?
Dammit .
But still , I'm supposed to talk about pride .
I don't know how to continue , but I'll just say :
"Dude , swallow your pride and you'll get more than what you sow ."