Wednesday, April 6, 2011 9:10 PM
I'm Sorry ;

That's right .
15 more strenuous days before AHSCO's grand SYF . And tomorrow's AHBAND's SYF , which actually stresses us out , if you don't know .
I really adore AHBAND , honest , because they are loud and they can play really well , even with no proper conductor . But I really don't like it when people compare AHSCO with AHBAND . Look , don't compare if you don't know , okay ? I'm on one of my long rants again .
As I was saying , it is understandable that people compare these 2 CCAs because we both make music . FINE . I concur . But honestly , the music we play isn't the same . They have brass instruments and percussion , and both make really loud sounds that is difficult for COs to produce . The only loud songs we can make are from instruments such as perc , dizi , and suona . Sheng too . The rest are just ... loud when we play in groups . So don't compare . It pisses me off .
But still , I'd like to wish AHBAND good luck ! Bring the school honour , yeah ! And I hope they'd wish us luck too . ): oh , one more thing .
STOP SAYING THAT WE ARE CHEENA JUST BECAUSE WE'RE IN CO . IT'S NOT FAIR TO US . JUST BECAUSE WE'RE IN CO , DOESN'T MEAN WE LOVE CHINESE STUFF , OKAY .
Had an awesome load of fun in CO today ! With Crystal , Mandy , Wenhui , Venice , Zhaoyi , Mengyuan , Xinyun , Wenjing , their junior (sorry I don't know your name :x) , Wanlin , Edina , Vivian Kee , Germaine , Weiling , Aihui (I think) and some others , that I can't remember . ): don't sit behind me next time , I don't have eyes on my back ! WAHAHA .
We had fun conducting stupidly (Xinyun wahaha) , and we played the SYF pieces for around 3 times ? Hmm , I think we have good coordination though , no ? I mean , it's still kinda decent , even with only huqin , dizi , 1 pipa , 1 liuqin , some cello , and a fake perc (BY ALL OUR LOVELY CELLOS) LOL . It was damn funny ! A lot of noises made more than music . But we still had fun ! Partied till 6 plus . Think around ... 6.40pm ? Gosh , that's so late . But still , I wanna do more of this in the future ! How about Friday ?
REBECCA BLACK ENTERS AND ATTACKS AGAIN .I think my nightmare is happening . I mean , really . My dad seems really keen on going to China . Now the decision lies with my mum , on whether she's tagging along with my dad or not . If she is ... Bam , I'm screwed . I think it would be kinda cool if my dream really happens , cos you know , there would be the deja vu feeling , but heck , it would be hell of an embarrassment as well . :x I wouldn't know how to react . Just dig a hole in the middle of nowhere and bury myself alive . Maybe I'll find an ostrich and make friends with it .
But enough of my dream , I'm not gonna talk about the one I had last night . It's super racist , I dreamed of Banglas . LOL , sorry ! :x but it's kinda funny , and it doesn't make sense . What I'm more worried about is the dream that seems to be on the verge of happening ... NOOOOOO .
Just kill me . Now . Take the knife . Stab it into my body . That's right . Do it . Right now .
I think Smurfs are so cute ! It's another lame game , but I LOVE LAME GAMES . So I had fun playing it and growing strawberries for one hour ! ISN'T THAT AWESOME . I think I'm going to download Hotel Dash too . Right after I get permission from my daddy . DADDY , DON'T GO TO CHINA , PLEASE . ):
Well ... I don't know what to say now , so I'm gonna make a quick hmm ... rant . Again .
Look , I'm sorry I don't drink alkaline water . I'm sorry I don't speak in an American accent that's way cool for me . I'm sorry I'm bilingual . I'm sorry I didn't come from an awesomely rich family . I'm sorry I don't eat in fancy restaurants all day . I'm sorry I don't homecooked food . I'm sorry I'm not allergic to dust . I'm sorry I let people block me when playing Captain's Ball . I'm sorry I don't hang out with other rich kids who have chauffeurs . I'm sorry I'm not as smart . I'm sorry I'm not good in anything . I'm sorry I don't have talent . I'm sorry I'm not attractive like your ex-bestie . I'm sorry I'm not a famous person . I'm sorry I can't sing , nor dance . I'm sorry my family isn't an English-educated one . I'm sorry I'm not a mixed blood . I'm sorry I can't communicate with you . I'm sorry I don't have an interesting life . I'm sorry I've no childhood like you do . I'm sorry I didn't learn English at a young age . I'm sorry I can't afford expensive stuff like you do . Alright , I'm sorry .