Funny Little Me

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Ho hum pig's bum. My name is Mr Fuzzy Wuzzy.
I have a donkey and I ride it into the depths of rainbows and everything shiny and colourful.
Why should you believe whatever people tell you? Because for all you know, they're just out to mock you.
My name is VIVIAN. Ex-hongwener, current Anglicaner/Anglicanian.
I am a totally lovable kiddo whose birthday falls on 24.05.1996. You know what to do, don't you?
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The 'day sky' is light blue right? So, like, the sky wants people to be all bright during the day. Then when it's the "night sky" people are tired from being happy, so the sky wants them to get rest.

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Sunday, April 10, 2011 11:08 AM

Hatred ;

Is it me , or does this picture really don't look like me ? I don't know , my eyes seem to look kinda different . But I see my earpiece poking out from my hair ! :D I look like I'm eating hair WTS . Moooooo , I'm a cow that eats hair , here me moo . MOOOOO !

Okay , so Vivian just got back from her solo trip to the doctor's . My parents abandon me . ): just kidding , they're just away to Malaysia ! Man , was the doctor's fee expensive ! Now I know why they earn big bucks . I mean , the fee is like whut , $44.50 ?! Scam money , confirm plus stamp chop lick sit . And I only got one bottle of cough syrup , 10 cough pills , 5 antibiotics and 10 flu pills . WTS . Why so expensive ?! ): next time I'm gonna go to a polyclinic . Really very scam money .

So , at the doc's , something really epic happened . Not like as if I have nothing epic to report about every time I blog . LOL . Makes sense , no ? Anyway , as I was saying , I was listening to Intuition by CN BLUE (cheers !) and watching the LCD TV inside the clinic at the same time . Although I couldn't hear a single thing on TV . Back to my point . Suddenly , at 10am , our National Anthem began playing ! Yepps , it's what all of you have been waiting for ...

MAJULAH SINGAPURA ~

Since we always do stand up straight and proper in school , and I'm a true and loyal Singaporean , I stood up . I really did , literally ! I expected the other people in the clinic to stand up too , I mean , it's THE NATIONAL ANTHEM . How can you not stand up ?! Isn't it against the law or something ?! LOL . Okay , so I did , and I was about to open my mouth and sing , when I turned behind me and realised everyone was sitting down and staring at me . Embarrassing much ?!

It was so awkward ! There were like , so many people inside the clinic , teenagers , little kids with parents , elderly and then I was in my army shorts and a simple tee with messy hair (again) and ready to sing the National Anthem loudly and proudly . The humiliation ! Of course , I'm still a proud Singaporean , but under such circumstances , what to doooooo ?!

So I coughed a few times , pretended to do some stretching , threw my wallet far away due to stretching (by accident) , bent down to pick it up , and slowly and quietly , crawled back to my seat and sat quietly . And PRETENDED NOTHING HAPPEN . Although I know that people were still staring at me . I HAVE EYES ON THE BACK OF MY HEAD . Juuuuust joking .

Okay , maybe I do .

And so now , I'm back home and blogging , where I just recovered from a stupid black-out session again . Due to excessive crying and a non-stop bleed from my cut . Stupid knife . I hate crying . Why ? When I cry , things get ugly , and when I cry , I cry hard . When I cry hard , I don't get enough oxygen . I have low blood pressure , so when I don't have oxygen , I get dizzy . When I get dizzy , I black out . Simple . And why did I cry hard ?

Because of the dirty world that only talks and actually only bothers about pretty girls .

Well too bad , I'm sorry I'm not a pretty girl .

Honestly , why does the world discriminate ugly girls so much ? It doesn't make sense . Why do guys only bother about pretty girls ? Even if they weren't the ones who got hurt in the end ? Then what about the ugly girl , who is really hurt from the nasty words ? Is she just thrown aside and being ignored . It doesn't mean that she doesn't care when she doesn't talk . She's just hiding her feelings and emotions , deep inside . So what if you did ask her what happened , or whether she's okay or not ? She can't tell you her real feelings , you wouldn't bother either . Why ? Because she's ugly . And because she's ugly , people don't care about what she says . It's all bullshit , it's all crap . So what if the ugly girl is mad ? Or hurt ? No one cares . They don't mind being hated by the ugly girl . She can't do anything to them , can she ? But pretty girls are different . Whatever they say , means a million words . Whatever they do , arouses so much action . Whatever they feel , take it to heart . So you know what's the moral of the story ?

Be a pretty girl .

There you go . Let's strive harder to be a pretty girl , alright Vivian ? Maybe you should just go lesbian and stop your stalking , Vivian . Maybe you should just dig a hole , crawl in and cry all you want , just like what he said . You know what , Vivian ? Maybe you should just stop being such a retarded girl and stop liking him . You're crazy , you're nuts .

But you know what , Vivian ? I know you can't do all the above . I just know it .

Love ,
Vivian .