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I ... Smurf-ified myself . Surprise surprise ! Took this ins the hair salon . I have pretty crooked teeth . :x But nice hat , anyhoo ! Too bad I'm not blue . Ain't a smurf enough , teehee . Yepps , I went to Malaysia yesterday ! With Mutti and Vati and Aunty Ferlyn and Uncle Sam . Mutti went for some hair treatment and I slept on the couch with my legs wide open . Expose !

I think this smurfy thing made my face longer . ._.

I look like I'm telling someone that I have an eye problem . Like , "Hey everyone , look at my eye !" Ah well . Yepps , I tied my hair ! Teehee . Took this in the car , nicenice . Me like to take pictures in the car hohoho . But I got caught by Mutti for zilianing teehee . She made me zilian with her but I refuse to upload the photos . I wanted to smurfify her too , but she said smurfs were aliens because they are blue .

WELL MUTTI , THEY ARE NOT . THEY ARE CUTE BLUE BLOPS AND THEY CAN PLANT .

OMG YES I BOUGHT YELLOW TOILET PAPER IN MALAYSIA WAHAHA BE JEALOUS ALL OF YOU . BE JEALOUS . Although it doesn't look really yellowish , but it's yellow , really ! The brand is called Golden something . I can't remember . And I don't bother . JUST KNOW THAT IT'S YELLOW AND AWESOME AND BE JEALOUS . Period . Mm , I see my checkered shoes in the background , nicenice .

Btw , this toilet paper is really smooth and nice to touch . So I'm not using it to wipe my butt . But I plan to use it as tissue paper . Good for my nose . Smoooooooth . So now it's on top of my EEYORE TISSUE BOX (also very pretty) ! But I don't dare to use both toilet and tissue paper now because I like both . How ?! DRIPPY NOSE NONO . I went out to the living room and kidnapped the tissue box and brought it in . It's in some LV case but aiya , me no likey LV . At least , not yet . ._.

I LOVE BAK KUT TEH SO NICE YEOMYEOM I WANNA EAT AGAIN NOOOOOO . ): I'm gonna turn into a fatty bombom at this rate of munching . :x

This photo was taken when Vivian was ... uh ... I don't know . ._. but cool sunglasses right ! I used to be obsessed with them . Now it's GEEK SPECS . BIG BIG COOL COOL NO LENS . EVEN LLS LIKE TEEHEE .

I just realised that I was wearing a skirt . ._. eww skirts .

I LOOK SO CUTE WITH 2 PONYTAILS ! I SHOULD TIE THEM MORE RIGHT . I don't think I've changed much since I was young . Bummer . Which means I can still look cute if I tie 2 ponytails now . :> yay !

I wanna be young and chubby again . So cute . Not like now . ._. retarded girl is me .

Went to Aunty Ferlyn's house on Good Friday ! From left to right : Vivian , Kimberlyn , Vanessa .

WHY THE PICTURE SO BLUR . INSTAGRAM AH . *tuts*

Then we went to Iluma with Alicia and Vernon and Vanessa and Kimberlyn to watch JUSTIN BIEBER THE MOVIE .

NEVER SAY NEVER .

Stupid , he already said never . LOL , the irony ! ENGLISH FAIL RIGHT , NEVER LISTEN DURING ENGLISH LESSONS . SMACK YOUR BUTT UH .

But the movie was nice ! Hehehe , I was texting though . :> oopsie . The movie was really awesome except for the fact that there was this big big Justin Bieber fan , who is a GUY (no joke) , and he was singing all of JB's songs really loudly and out-of-tuney .

Someone needs auto-tune alright .

LOL , the guy was wearing a purple shirt with JB's face printed on it . Sad for JB . LOL . But his songs are damn awesome ! And nice voice too ! So stop hating JB okay ! Otherwise I will bite your head off . >:(

Then we went to arcade and play ! :> we played this motorbike game ! And the motorbike can turn from left to right to left extreme and right extremeeeeee . So fun ! Except for the fact that I went so extreme until I fell off the bike . HAIYA . I only played half the game because I spent the other half falling down and trying to climb back up the bike .

WHY THE BIKE SO HIGH . CRAZY AH . LATER I DIE HOW .

My friend had to give me a push-up of the butt so that I can get back on top of the bike . And by then , the game ended alr . ): $2 cheated . NOOOOOO . I feel molested . ._. MY BUTT . Haiya !

I LOVE LIN LAOSHI . I LOVE AHSCO . I LOVE YOU . I LOVE HIM . I LOVE ME GOOD FRIENDS . I LOVE LIN LAOSHI . I LOVE GEEK SPECS . I LOVE TV . I LOVE ME MAPS SHORTS . I LOVE ME YELLOW TOILET PAPER . I LOVE ME EEYORE TISSUE BOX . I LOVE MESELF TEEHEE . I LOVE 0330 . I LOVE MR. TAXI . I LOVE AHSCO . I LOVE COYLC . I LOVE ME GAOHU . I LOVE YELLOW . I LOVE BAK KUT TEH . I LOVE HIM . *wiggles eyebrows*

Baibai .

CRYSTAL AH STOP CRYING I DON'T KNOW HOW TO COMFORT PEOPLE AND WHEN I SEE PEOPLE CRY , I BECOME HELPLESS AND I STONE . I ROCK . I PEBBLE . HAIYA . I BOULDER . What am I talking about . ._.

FACT #3 : I have a bad habit of wearing a shower cap when I study . It helps me concentrate . I think it's because of my fringe . Hmm .

Took the above picture in Vati's car ! After the full dress rehearsal today . *yawns* I'm so tired now . Totally drained out . But I had a fun time during full dress rehearsal . Love the geek specs , don't you ? Noooooo , I'm starting to crap because it's very late now . Oh Jonas Brothers the show is showing on Disney Channel . Whoopee .

Pudding Camera is such a meanie . ): it cut away my mouth , which is the most attractive part of my face . Just kidding , I have cherry red lips that doesn't require any lipstick to make it red . I hate that because people think I have lipstick . I DON'T . I HATE MAKE-UP . IT SUCKS . I HAVE BOY HORMONES . I LIKE PLAYING SOCCER AND OGLING AT GIRLS . I LIKE GETTING INTO FIGHTS AND SWEATING A LOT . I AM A CHIMPANZEE . I AM AWESOME AND SPORTS AND SCIENCES AND MATHS AND I LOVE BASKETBALL .

The irony . I'm just being retarded .

Sometimes I think I look better when my fringe is up . I don't know . Personal feelings . To each his own . I'm surprised I can still come up with something cool even in the wee morning with droopy eyes and an absolutely cranky mindset . I think I'm gonna explode in 5 minutes . *sets timer*

Look , it's Eunice , Germaine and Wanlin ! LOL , yesh , that's wanlin alright , the mad lady combing her hair on the MRT like some crazy woman WAHAHA . Where's her face ?! LOL , it got eaten by a monster . I'm just kidding . I think I didn't catch Vivian Kee inside the photo . Oops . My bad ! :x

Today went to eHub with huqin section ! Technically , only Wanting , Vivian Kee , Germaine , Eunice , Wanlin and I went . For brunch . But Wanting and I didn't eat cos we had Macs before that . MACS NOM NOM IS AWESOME I LOVEEEEEE THE HOTCAKES WITH BLACK PEPPER . I mean , I like hotcakes . And I like black pepper too . Black pepper goes well with garlic chilli , which is the Macs chilli . Yeom .

Aye , Germaine looks so glam up there . She's like , moving halfway but still so pretty . Eunice and Wanlin too . How do people do that ?! I bet their walls are mirrored so they can see themselves in whatever actions they do and they're trained to be glam every second . Either that , or they are actually princesses from some random country like Aladdin's one . So they're trained . Yesh , that must be it . I'm crazy .

If I were a princess , the kingdom will die because the people will die of laughter , but I don't know why . Why ? Do I speak in weird English ? Hmm .

This is supposed to be Wanting and I . But blasted Pudding Camera made the entire photo upside down . SO ANGRY WITH PUDDING CAMERA . I TOLD YOU I'D GIVE YOU A CHANCE ALR , PUDD . REMEMBER , YESTERDAY ? AND YOU NAUGHTY PUDD , DIDN'T HEED MY ADVICE . SO NOW YOU'RE GOING TO SUFFER . YOUR PUNISHMENT IS ...

To wash my toilet with a toothpick .

LOL , that's humanely impossible , so just grab a toothpick and start scrubbing , young pudd . Time's a ticking .

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I feel kinda pathetic . I'm actually talking to a camera . It's not even a camera , it's an APP inside my iPhone . Bummer . I think I really need a younger sibling . Time for Operation 'Bug Mutti for sister' .

But I don't want a younger sister . ): I want an older one . Noooooooooo . My dreams are crashed . HAIYA .

Gross looking lizard that I found at the bust stop . It's dead , because ants were devouring it . I thought it was alive though . Couldn't help but take a picture . I'm a curious girl and I do not believe in the saying "Curiosity kills the cat" . That's kinda rubbish at times , really .

I think lizards are really cool . They are so flexible . I don't think I can make my body into a 'U' shape . Well , lizards can . And we're not spiderman , we can't stick onto walls , but they can ! And lizards get to shit everywhere , but we don't . We only get to shit in toilets . Bummer .

Okay , I admit that it will be kinda weird if I just suddenly squat down in the middle of nowhere and start shitting . Yeah ...

This is Sally , trying to guard the table at Macs . We were buying food ! Someone has to look after the table . I can't risk my belongings (ignore the fact that Sally is a belonging , technically) so I decided to put her in charge . I think she makes a good security guard because she doesn't blink .

She's like a fish , she doesn't have eyelids . But she's supposed to be a bunnyroo . A kangaroo mixed with a bunny . Mixed blooded animals ?! COOL . I have a brown bunnyroo that makes an excellent guard . Awesome , just awesome .

Some people say Sally looked kinda freaky . I can't help it if Sally is 1m in height ! I'm only a mild 50cm taller than her . :x I feel pathetic . Tried to lift a bass today , (I was really bored) and I needed a lot of strength . So I returned the bass back to the sec 1 and told her ,

"I give up luh ."

I'm always giving up . Even in a crush on someone . Failure .

Mm , I like this effect . Issit called noir or something ? I can't exactly remember , blasted . :x See the geek specs ! Lin LS said that he liked my geek specs !

LIN LS : I like your geek specs , so cute !
Me : Uh ... thanks ?
Mandy : HAHAHAHAHA .

It's so weird . I wasn't even talking to him . He's just tuning the yangqin . But still , I'm happy , COS OUR HOT HOT SUPER HOT WITH NICE BROWN HAIR CONDUCTOR TALKED TO ME YAY YAY YAY I HAVE A MILD INFATUATION WITH HIM BUT HE'S MARRIED UGH . ):

I don't know what to say now , I just wanna drop dead and snore . So goodbye and goodnight !

GO SLEEP LA SO LATE ALR WHAT ARE YOU DOING HUH . BAD GIRL BAD BOY BAD ITS .

FACT #2 : My favourite colour is yellow , and I have a collection of yellow stuff . I think I'll try to find a way to collect the sun someday . Oh wait , it's a red flaming ball of fire . Sorry sun , I don't do red .

Hello hello ! :D I'm gonna spam pictures of myself today WAHAHA . Bask in the pictures of me ! Okay I'm just being stupid . So uh , hi . Tomorrow is oral , and I'm freaking my pants out . Really really scared . :x I think I'm gonna crap some random shit and smile like a retard , hoping that I'll come off clean .

Why does the picture of me up there look so retarded again ? Am I frowning ?

This one isn't any better , is it ? I should never take pictures on the MRT next time . It's attracts so much attention . People think I'm crazy , smiling to an ugly floor . Are there flower patterns on the train's ground ? I've never noticed . Maybe I should , tomorrow .

WAIT , WHO NOTICES TRAIN FLOORS AND THEIR DESIGNS . THAT'S JUST RUBBISH . I'd only recognise it if it's yellow . I think it's some ugly colour that I can't remember . Honestly , who can ? I think I'm balding .

Took this with Pudding Camera today ! While waiting with Mutti (MOM) , Vati (DAD) , Uncle Sam and Aunty Ferlyn . We were going to eat at a Thai restaurant , and I hate eating spicy stuff . It irritates me , makes my eyes water and makes me choke a lot . Even on air . And I'll end up bawling up eyes out and sucking in water like a hose .

Oh , a hose sprays water . My bad .

I just realised that I look red in the picture and my right eye is smaller than my left one . And I just realised that the wall behind me was YELLOW . OOOOH , YELLOW . Me likey very muchy . :D I do remember this cheer in Primary School . I was in YELLOW HOUSE . Happy happy .

It goes :

Yellow is a wonderful house , YEAH ! (Kids bob ?)
Filled with muscles and brains . YEAH . (some low low muscular yeah)
I want to be in YELLOW HOUSE ,
Yellow is a wonderful house , YEAH ! (kids bob version again)

I'm going to copy Nigahiga .

"OH SHUT UP KIDS BOB , NOBODY EVEN LIKES YOU !"

Yepps , no one certainly does . Except for Rebecca Black , maybe .

I should never smile with my teeth showing . Because my smile is awfully crooked . Why ? I think I need to take a smiling course until my cheek muscles rot and drop off my face .

My Mutti and I . Why is the picture so blur ? AND WHY IS IT LOPSIDED ?! I hate you Pudding Camera . Better make sure my pictures are on the right side up next time . And because I am nice , I forgive you , Pudding Camera , for the stupid mistake that you made . Now people have to become retards and turn their heads to the left so that they can see this picture properly . And they have to turn it 4 times because there are 4 frames . Pudding Camera , you're a killer .

BAD DOG !

It's ... a camera . Not a dog . Oops .

Finally at the last picture . Meet Angie and Alicia . Angie is the one on the left , and Alicia is the one on the right . I'm starting to name my stuff because I'm too bored . Correction : I'm not bored , I'm just too lazy to spend my time properly . Maybe I should come up with a to-do list and a timetable .

But ... that's just too time-consuming . I'm such a lazybum . One day my butt will grow big . Blasted .

Alicia has a bad waist . Yesh , she's awfully tired these few days . Think she's over-exercising , but whenever she twists to the left , it hurts quite a lot . Poor Alicia . I think she needs some care and concern from Mr. Salonpas .

OKAY MR. SALONPAS IS SACKED BECAUSE HE PRACTICALLY BURNED ALICIA . BAD BOY . I SHALL SKIN YOU ALIVE .

I think one day I'll start naming my arms and my pens . But I have too many pens so I would have to name them Tom and Jenny . And Peter and Jane . And Wanda and Cosmo . Yay , fairly oddparents ! I love that show . Hehehe .

My mum just told me to put some sort of cream on my hair . It smells really good , not in the flowery sense , but in the 'I AM NICE-SMELLING' sort of way . That doesn't make sense . Anyway , it is white and smells nice . The only con it has is : There are round small turquoise balls in between the white cream and I don't know why it's there . It's sort of squishy . Fun to play with , not nice to sniff and get it stuck into your nostril .

Yesterday I almost choked on my antibiotic . I only took half a pill ! But I think it's too big . Maybe my throat is too small . How do you expand your throat ? That's just ridiculous . Maybe I should stick a cello's bow down my throat . That will definitely expand it . But then I'll get rosin in my throat and I'll start talking really loud . And rosin is sticky , so that's a big nono . Maybe I stuff a big dizi inside my throat . Yeah , bamboos aren't sticky .

I was considering a drumstick , but ... some have furry ends and they look grossly like hair from a cat's thrown up furball . :x which can be highly disturbing for a particular reason .

I'm in my emotional phase now and I'm starting to rattle on stupidly about my own troubles . Jeez . I should learn to listen more instead of talk more . But no , I have oral tomorrow ! Chinese oral . Nervous shit . I hope I do well . :x it's gonna be a heart-pumping day for me . And I'll have to miss amaths tuition cos' of cca . :x

Sorry Mala , in advance . It'll just be a one-to-one lesson between the teacher and you , I suppose .

I hope I don't look fat in the SYF costume tomorrow , too . Why do I have such a short body ? I shall hang myself from a bamboo pole and make sure my body becomes longer . I'm not proportionate at all . ): and hopefully tomorrow's full dress will be full attendance or something . :x

Tomorrow Mutti and Vati are going to Aunty Cat's house , so I'm gonna makan alone for dinner . Gonna bug Crystal to ask her to accompany me for dinner , no matter where the location is . Harrumph . I think I might go cheer on the sec 4s during their 2.4 run . Maybe invite a few unexpected guests just to watch Crystal run and cheer for her . You know who I'm talking about , don't you ? I'll give you a hint .

It's a 6 lettered and 7 lettered word . What I'm trying to say is , there are 2 people . Simple .

I highly suspect I have more hair than the person I like . I am growing hair on all the wrong places ! I'm balding , but yet I have a moustache , furry eyebrows and even stomach hair . Don't get me started on arm hair and leg hair . I think I'm a descendant of a chimpanzee or something . HAIYA . I should go wax someday .

How do they wax someone ? Hmm . Light a candle and drip hot wax over the person's leg before plucking it out ? That's inhumane . Kind of .

Oh and I highly suspect I'm much more masculine and manly than the person I like . Mutti says I have more male hormones in me than female hormones . Does that mean I'm a guy ? Then if I like another guy , won't I be gay too ? HAIYA . I had a dream that I'm the guy and you're the girl , you know . But in reality , it's the other way round . What does this mean ?

Shut up , brain . You can be so annoying sometimes .

FACT #1 : I have 2 sets of PJs , one has a green Mickey Mouse , and the other tells me to do the right thing , not the left .

Up there is me and me Snuggly . Yesh , the yellow towel with purple and green stripes . I LOVE IT . Aww , Snuggly ! Okay but I gotta admit , I look pretty retarded in that picture . Because I forgot to comb my hair after bathing . Bummer .

Oooh , Mummy's home !

Too many things to update ! Let's start from ... Monday . Okay wait , nothing much happened on Monday , except for the fact that Crystal made me act like a joke during dazu ! She made me record our SYF pieces (both set and choice piece) because I'm nearer to the platform that LLS is standing on . But that just means that only the yangqin can be heard loudly WAHAHA .

Anyway , so I was pushing my phone with my smelly sock over to LLS and he caught me doing so . So I stared retardedly at him while he stared quizzically back at me . Simple . But Crystal made me record twice so ... I guess it's normal for him to stare . Who wouldn't ? And Cheekiat was trying to stifle his laughter . I KNEW IT .

The recording was quite okay , but the huqin section and the yangqin was really loud . :x then there were some tuning in the middle , oh and LLS talking a while . Then Cheekiat made a loud noise with his gaohu and the cello kept going out of tune . And then Crystal was tuning her dizi too . And everything was still recording . Awesome ! Yeah right .

Then Tuesday came . LOL , personal recount . Okay , so Mandy , Crystal and I went to 85 to buy bubble tea ! Do I love the peach milk tea with jelly or what ! Yeom . Me likey very much . I didn't eat lunch though . :x after buying , we went back up through changcheng . Some blasted ant came and bit my leg , idiot . I don't even know how it got there . Bet it can fly . It bit me twice and I only found out a few minutes later . Lag . ): I flicked the ant off anyway , in the end . Blasted ant . Now there's a red mark . People think a vampire bit my leg . Stupid .

During self prac today , there were so little people . ): practised hard ! Then I got bored and went to play Mandy's liuqin . Fun fun ! But later on she had to go off for tuition and everyone started leaving one by one . ): at 6pm , only Crystal , Joann and I was left in the lonely CO room . We played shi mian and zheng with only 3 pathetic instruments . The other melodies and awkward silences were covered up by Crystal's epic singing . Her voice broke like a thousand times . Funneh ! Joann and I couldn't stop laughing !

I'd have rolled on the floor if I wasn't holding on to my instrument .

I recorded many many many other recordings that was strictly PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL . If any one of it leaked out ... I'm so dead . Because there was ***** and then there was ****** and there was also ******* . Haiyooooo . Plus Crystal's gross kissing sounds . No one wants to kiss you ! Okay , maybe ******* wants to . He's so weird . Then we went to TM to eat AJISEN . LOL , things always happen when I eat , so I'm not surprised . But what really made me laugh was how Crystal's phone moved . I mean , in the game of Monopoly on her phone .

It's this flip phone , and it moves like an animal . On 2 fat squarish legs . Okay , I thought it was a white dog .

I couldn't stop laughing at it . I decided to summarize my epic moments while eating .

1. I blew into the soup and it bubbled and sprayed out .
2. I kinda kicked the couple beside me , the lady . (but Crystal didn't know)
3. I made epic faces . As usual .
4. I slurped the noodles up loudly .
5. I laughed at the waiter stupidly .
6. I stared at a circular wet spot and started to smile .
7. My mum told me that I looked like da bian .
8. My teeth got really numb after drinking the Ice Lemon Tea . Blasted sensitive teeth .
9. I pretended that my chopsticks were the yangqin sticks and started hitting them against the bowl happily .
10. I used the big spoon as the 'blackthingyouusetocoveryoureyewhiledoinganeyecheck' . It was retarded but it really looked like one . Next time come to Ajisen with me and I'll show you . :D

I like Chasu Ramen . It's yummy .

And ... WE SAW VS GUYS . OKAY I SHALL NOT ELABORATE BUT IT WAS TOTALLY AWKWARD BECAUSE CRYSTAL WAS BEING ALL RETARDEDLY SHY , WHICH SHE ISN'T , AND SHE WAS HIDING BEHIND JOANN AND ME , BEING STUPID , COULDN'T STOP STARING AT THE VSCO GUYS WHILE THEY STARED BACK AND I JUST HAD TO STARE TOO BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE TO NOT STARE AT PEOPLE WHO STARE AT ME . SO I THINK IT WAS A STARING COMPETITION AND I THINK I WON BECAUSE THE MRT MOVED . IMAGINE IF ***** OR ****** WAS THERE . I'D FAINTED ON THE SPOT AND SOMEONE WILL HAVE TO DO CPR ON ME . AND I WAS REALLY MESSED UP SO THIS SUCKS .

Hello . Are you gay ? I hope not . But then again , I think you are . You don't seem to like girls a single bit . Okay , maybe the really pretty ones . Then too bad , I don't fit into the criteria , as always . I'm always lacking . Always . How and why can I remember your text messages so clearly in my head ? I wish I could do that to my science notes .

I hate the world . They're always biased to pretty girls . Always .

What's with me and my rants on pretty girls ? Stupid me .

Vivian , you know what ? You're so naive . Too naive . At least , naive enough to think someone that's possibly gay would like you back . You're the dumbest girl I've ever seen in my life .

Is it me , or does this picture really don't look like me ? I don't know , my eyes seem to look kinda different . But I see my earpiece poking out from my hair ! :D I look like I'm eating hair WTS . Moooooo , I'm a cow that eats hair , here me moo . MOOOOO !

Okay , so Vivian just got back from her solo trip to the doctor's . My parents abandon me . ): just kidding , they're just away to Malaysia ! Man , was the doctor's fee expensive ! Now I know why they earn big bucks . I mean , the fee is like whut , $44.50 ?! Scam money , confirm plus stamp chop lick sit . And I only got one bottle of cough syrup , 10 cough pills , 5 antibiotics and 10 flu pills . WTS . Why so expensive ?! ): next time I'm gonna go to a polyclinic . Really very scam money .

So , at the doc's , something really epic happened . Not like as if I have nothing epic to report about every time I blog . LOL . Makes sense , no ? Anyway , as I was saying , I was listening to Intuition by CN BLUE (cheers !) and watching the LCD TV inside the clinic at the same time . Although I couldn't hear a single thing on TV . Back to my point . Suddenly , at 10am , our National Anthem began playing ! Yepps , it's what all of you have been waiting for ...

MAJULAH SINGAPURA ~

Since we always do stand up straight and proper in school , and I'm a true and loyal Singaporean , I stood up . I really did , literally ! I expected the other people in the clinic to stand up too , I mean , it's THE NATIONAL ANTHEM . How can you not stand up ?! Isn't it against the law or something ?! LOL . Okay , so I did , and I was about to open my mouth and sing , when I turned behind me and realised everyone was sitting down and staring at me . Embarrassing much ?!

It was so awkward ! There were like , so many people inside the clinic , teenagers , little kids with parents , elderly and then I was in my army shorts and a simple tee with messy hair (again) and ready to sing the National Anthem loudly and proudly . The humiliation ! Of course , I'm still a proud Singaporean , but under such circumstances , what to doooooo ?!

So I coughed a few times , pretended to do some stretching , threw my wallet far away due to stretching (by accident) , bent down to pick it up , and slowly and quietly , crawled back to my seat and sat quietly . And PRETENDED NOTHING HAPPEN . Although I know that people were still staring at me . I HAVE EYES ON THE BACK OF MY HEAD . Juuuuust joking .

Okay , maybe I do .

And so now , I'm back home and blogging , where I just recovered from a stupid black-out session again . Due to excessive crying and a non-stop bleed from my cut . Stupid knife . I hate crying . Why ? When I cry , things get ugly , and when I cry , I cry hard . When I cry hard , I don't get enough oxygen . I have low blood pressure , so when I don't have oxygen , I get dizzy . When I get dizzy , I black out . Simple . And why did I cry hard ?

Because of the dirty world that only talks and actually only bothers about pretty girls .

Well too bad , I'm sorry I'm not a pretty girl .

Honestly , why does the world discriminate ugly girls so much ? It doesn't make sense . Why do guys only bother about pretty girls ? Even if they weren't the ones who got hurt in the end ? Then what about the ugly girl , who is really hurt from the nasty words ? Is she just thrown aside and being ignored . It doesn't mean that she doesn't care when she doesn't talk . She's just hiding her feelings and emotions , deep inside . So what if you did ask her what happened , or whether she's okay or not ? She can't tell you her real feelings , you wouldn't bother either . Why ? Because she's ugly . And because she's ugly , people don't care about what she says . It's all bullshit , it's all crap . So what if the ugly girl is mad ? Or hurt ? No one cares . They don't mind being hated by the ugly girl . She can't do anything to them , can she ? But pretty girls are different . Whatever they say , means a million words . Whatever they do , arouses so much action . Whatever they feel , take it to heart . So you know what's the moral of the story ?

Be a pretty girl .

There you go . Let's strive harder to be a pretty girl , alright Vivian ? Maybe you should just go lesbian and stop your stalking , Vivian . Maybe you should just dig a hole , crawl in and cry all you want , just like what he said . You know what , Vivian ? Maybe you should just stop being such a retarded girl and stop liking him . You're crazy , you're nuts .

But you know what , Vivian ? I know you can't do all the above . I just know it .

Love ,
Vivian .

Took this after I bathed yesterday ! Me , my wet hair and my all-time spastic face , according to Crystal . I do not have spastic faces . ): I think I look perfectly fine .

Okay ... Then again , maybe not .

Went to Cafe Cartel with Crystal on Thursday for lunch nomnom ! It was yummy , although Crystal spent half the time nomming on bread and butter only . BREAD CAN BE FATTENING , WOMAN . Butter too ! I only ate 2 slices , cos' I'm not a big fan of bread . :x garlic bread is an exception , though . :D they're yummy .

Okay , we ordered the student meal , and it includes a meal and the soup of the day yada yada . The soup of the day is ...

CREAM OF CHICKEN . WITH BREAD CRUMBS .

Yeom yeom , I know ! :D so happpyyyyyy . Then our lunch came . I ordered ... Chicken Chop on hot plate ? CAN'T REMEMBER . Had a fun time chatting and laughing loudly . The picture's so scammmmmm ! Crystal wasn't even studying ! She was pretending only . WAHAHA . But the photo is funny , so I uploaded it . :D see , I was right about her bread craze . Hmph .

Uh , eating was the same , stupid . I mean , things happen when I eat . That time round , I burnt my hand on the hot plate , the wedgie dropped onto the table (and I had to pretend to distract Crystal while picking it up from the table , but that's a long story) , I bit the fork really hard and my tooth became numb , I almost dropped my fork , my skirt had black pepper sauce (fail , major) , and a lot of other retarded actions that only can be done by me .

Oh , the wedgie dropping on the table thing was kinda funny . I wanted to eat it , but it dropped onto the table . Apparently Crystal didn't realise , so I decided to get it off the table quietly . But she was sitting directly opposite me , so it was difficult to pick it up without getting her attention . Decided to distract her by talking to her then . So the conversation went like this :

Vivian : MURMURS SOME CRAP THAT EVEN I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING while picking up the wedgie and staring straight into Crystal's eyes .
Crystal : Huh ?!
Vivian : Whut ?
Crystal : Have I ever touched Kim Hyun Joong's boobs before ?
Vivian : HUH ?!
Crystal : You asked me that !
Vivian : I did ?
Crystal : Yes .

Okay . I had no idea what crap I was saying , really . Oops .

Anyway , we had fun spying on this couple seated outside Cafe Cartel . It was hard not to keep staring at them , especially when they're showing PDA ! It's kinda gross . :x The guy and the girl ... better not say anything . But we had fun laughing and spying , even though Crystal only said one sentence throughout the entire thing :

"WHERE IS THE GUY'S HAND MOVING TOO ?!"

I don't know ! He's just touching her stomach ! Hmph !

We stayed in Cafe Cartel for a good one hour before going to Popular with her . She wanted to buy correction tape . OUR BOOKSHOP SELLS CHEAPER ONES ! Then we stopped by Artbox , and we couldn't get out . I bought a pretty notebook for $1.90 ! Think I'm going to use it for my Chemistry revision . Teehee .

I was watching the latest nigahiga videos just now . :D just can't get enough of that awesome guy ! He's so hilarious . He should try being a comedian or something . But he earns big bucks , the way he is now . He's so good-looking ! And you know what , the faces he makes are called REAL SPASTIC FACES . Mine's just normal compared to his , okay .

Took that picture last night , in my room , before I went to bed . I was being really lame . But why is this photo so fuzzy wuzzy ! ): I have a pokey hair . :x honestly , I really think my occupation should be a stalker . Hohoho . I am a professional stalker , okay . I can spot my target (sounds weird) anywhere . Even in random videos . Other people's profile pictures too . WHYYYYY . WHEN DID I BECOME SUCH A PEDOOOOO . ): I think I need to consult a psychiatrist or something .

What is wrong with me . I don't think it's mild infatuation . Maybe it is . Or maybe I'm just making things complicated for myself . Maybe .

I WANNA WATCH LORD OF THE RINGS WAHAHA .

Jealousy kills .

I'm always jealous . ): I don't know why . It's a habit , maybe . Today , I was jealous again . Why some people can draw so well but I can't . Why some people find it a joy to study and complete homework , but I can't . Why other people get benefits when they don't deserve it . Why some people can be the teacher's pet when they don't even try . Why do I have to try so hard . Why ?

I don't understand how some people are born with the silver spoon stuck in their mouth . Maybe it's called reincarnation , maybe they were really good people in the past . But I don't believe in such stuff though . I guess they're just lucky . I mean , there's got to be the rich and the poor on Earth , right ? I'm just glad I don't belong to neither , and I'm satisfied .

Today Zhixin got the new gaohu , cos' hers was faulty (?) . I'd be lying if I said I wasn't the least bit jealous . Heck , it's a brand new expensive gaohu , why wouldn't I be jealous ?! I hid it though , of course . And she seems happy with it . Although I'm also really happy with Stacy , who's my dearest gaohu . :D Think on the bright side Vivian , think on the bright side !

Oooh , my hk drama is upppppp . HAPPY HAPPY . It's so niceeeeee ! But the computer is so tempting too . ): MY RUNNING MAN EP 30 REFUSES TO LOAD . WHYYYYYY . ISSIT BECAUSE SEUNGRI IS TOO HOT FOR THE COMPUTER TO HANDLE ?! COME ON CECILIA , WORKKKKKK .

I was just watching VSCO's song . Have been quite a stalker this time round . *wiggles eyebrows* I spot people really fast , watch me ! HEHEHE . Oh man , every time I come up to blog , I don't know what to type . But after I log off , brrrrrsh , all the ideas zoom up to my head . THINK , BRAIN , THINK . I think I should name my brain Susie or something . MAYBE ALLIE . Wahaha .

Today CRYSTAL DUMPED ME FOR SOME GUY CALLED EUGENE FROM HCI .

EUGENE FROM HCI , I HATE YOU . ):

I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted
I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard
Every time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have
I lost strength in my legs and drop down

I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”
But it makes me afraid little by little
I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t
Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out

But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up
Someday my painful heart will get well

I hope it helps me now
I hope the God will help me

I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself

I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up
Someday my painful heart will get well

Someday…
Someday…

Why can't you get my hints , jerk ?

Hullos .

I've got a new tagboard , and a new playlist . But darn , you have to click the playlist before it starts the music . Troublesome .

On msn now with CRYSTAL BB . Think we're gonna start some AHSCO msn chat soon ! Super duper excited now ! It's been a long time since we were this bonded ... And I do hope that we can have that super duper funny CO party tomorrow ! Like what we did on a Wednesday ! So funnnnn .

I just read Crystal's blog ! PSH , IT'S THE SAME AS MINE , A RANT ABOUT THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN AHBAND AND AHSCO . Hmph , Crystal ah ! *tuts* Oh well , but really , I guess it's something worth posting anyway , whehehe . Anyway , speaking of our lovely AHBAND ...

CHUKAHAE TO OUR DEAR AHBAND ! YOU'VE DONE THE SCHOOL PROUD !

And now it's time for a little prayer . :D shall we begin ?

Dear Father Lord ,
Thank you for blessing our school's band with such an honour . Thank you for the results for the SYF , which was a shiny gold medal that we are greatly thankful for . Father Lord I thank you for guiding the band members through this harsh period of time , and Father Lord thank you for giving them what they deserve after the hard work and effort after such a long period of time . Father Lord , I would also want to thank you for helping them do their best during the SYF and that they had put their entire musical souls into the music . Once again , Father Lord , thank you for all the help that you've given them . Secondly Father Lord , I would like to pray for AHSCO . We have been striving very hard , but unfortunately only some of us . So Father Lord , I just pray that you'll help the seniors to find means and ways to motivate the lacking ones so that all of us , each and every member of AHSCO will put all their energy and effort into their CCA , just like AHBAND . Please , Father Lord , I pray that each and every one of us will feel inspired to work even harder for the coming 14 days , before our SYF . Please Father Lord , renew our strength and guide us through this period of time as well , even though we have to juggle about with our studies and our relationships . So Father Lord , lend us your strength , and through your wishes we shall act .
In Jesus' Name I Pray ,
Amen .

Sorry , in a bad mood now , not gonna blog anymore . Bye . Peace .

That's right . 15 more strenuous days before AHSCO's grand SYF . And tomorrow's AHBAND's SYF , which actually stresses us out , if you don't know .

I really adore AHBAND , honest , because they are loud and they can play really well , even with no proper conductor . But I really don't like it when people compare AHSCO with AHBAND . Look , don't compare if you don't know , okay ? I'm on one of my long rants again .

As I was saying , it is understandable that people compare these 2 CCAs because we both make music . FINE . I concur . But honestly , the music we play isn't the same . They have brass instruments and percussion , and both make really loud sounds that is difficult for COs to produce . The only loud songs we can make are from instruments such as perc , dizi , and suona . Sheng too . The rest are just ... loud when we play in groups . So don't compare . It pisses me off .

But still , I'd like to wish AHBAND good luck ! Bring the school honour , yeah ! And I hope they'd wish us luck too . ): oh , one more thing .

STOP SAYING THAT WE ARE CHEENA JUST BECAUSE WE'RE IN CO . IT'S NOT FAIR TO US . JUST BECAUSE WE'RE IN CO , DOESN'T MEAN WE LOVE CHINESE STUFF , OKAY .

Had an awesome load of fun in CO today ! With Crystal , Mandy , Wenhui , Venice , Zhaoyi , Mengyuan , Xinyun , Wenjing , their junior (sorry I don't know your name :x) , Wanlin , Edina , Vivian Kee , Germaine , Weiling , Aihui (I think) and some others , that I can't remember . ): don't sit behind me next time , I don't have eyes on my back ! WAHAHA .

We had fun conducting stupidly (Xinyun wahaha) , and we played the SYF pieces for around 3 times ? Hmm , I think we have good coordination though , no ? I mean , it's still kinda decent , even with only huqin , dizi , 1 pipa , 1 liuqin , some cello , and a fake perc (BY ALL OUR LOVELY CELLOS) LOL . It was damn funny ! A lot of noises made more than music . But we still had fun ! Partied till 6 plus . Think around ... 6.40pm ? Gosh , that's so late . But still , I wanna do more of this in the future ! How about Friday ?

REBECCA BLACK ENTERS AND ATTACKS AGAIN .

I think my nightmare is happening . I mean , really . My dad seems really keen on going to China . Now the decision lies with my mum , on whether she's tagging along with my dad or not . If she is ... Bam , I'm screwed . I think it would be kinda cool if my dream really happens , cos you know , there would be the deja vu feeling , but heck , it would be hell of an embarrassment as well . :x I wouldn't know how to react . Just dig a hole in the middle of nowhere and bury myself alive . Maybe I'll find an ostrich and make friends with it .

But enough of my dream , I'm not gonna talk about the one I had last night . It's super racist , I dreamed of Banglas . LOL , sorry ! :x but it's kinda funny , and it doesn't make sense . What I'm more worried about is the dream that seems to be on the verge of happening ... NOOOOOO .

Just kill me . Now . Take the knife . Stab it into my body . That's right . Do it . Right now .

I think Smurfs are so cute ! It's another lame game , but I LOVE LAME GAMES . So I had fun playing it and growing strawberries for one hour ! ISN'T THAT AWESOME . I think I'm going to download Hotel Dash too . Right after I get permission from my daddy . DADDY , DON'T GO TO CHINA , PLEASE . ):

Well ... I don't know what to say now , so I'm gonna make a quick hmm ... rant . Again .

Look , I'm sorry I don't drink alkaline water . I'm sorry I don't speak in an American accent that's way cool for me . I'm sorry I'm bilingual . I'm sorry I didn't come from an awesomely rich family . I'm sorry I don't eat in fancy restaurants all day . I'm sorry I don't homecooked food . I'm sorry I'm not allergic to dust . I'm sorry I let people block me when playing Captain's Ball . I'm sorry I don't hang out with other rich kids who have chauffeurs . I'm sorry I'm not as smart . I'm sorry I'm not good in anything . I'm sorry I don't have talent . I'm sorry I'm not attractive like your ex-bestie . I'm sorry I'm not a famous person . I'm sorry I can't sing , nor dance . I'm sorry my family isn't an English-educated one . I'm sorry I'm not a mixed blood . I'm sorry I can't communicate with you . I'm sorry I don't have an interesting life . I'm sorry I've no childhood like you do . I'm sorry I didn't learn English at a young age . I'm sorry I can't afford expensive stuff like you do . Alright , I'm sorry .

I ABSOLUTELY ADORE MAC'S CHOCOLATE MILKSHAKE , PERIOD .

Yesh , this is a picture of meeeeee , sipping on my super duper awesome Chocolate Milkshake ! Yeom yeom . I LOVE IT . And I'm listening to Justin Bieber's 'One Time' , on Nickelodeon . Honestly , what's so bad about him . I'm beginning to like his voice more and more . LOL . So what if he has a girly voice ? Haters are just jealous , full stop .

Anyway , everyone's focus is on Rebecca Black now , so ... Sorry Rebecca . Maybe Friday isn't that appealing to everyone after all . :x but I'm not that bad to the step that I say :

"FCUK OFF ."

LOL . I'm being retarded . Anyway , 3B`11's bio rep is being hospitalized ! :x due to intestinal bleeding . If I'm not wrong , Joel is in a high dependency ward now , so we can't visit him ... ): but when he gets better , we'll visit him , of course ! So in the meantime , let's just pray for him to get well soon so that he can join us back in school ! So I'm here to say (or actually, type) a little prayer for him .

Father Lord ,
Thank you for blessing all of us with good health . However , Father , our friend , Joel , is currently hospitalized now , because of intestinal bleeding . So Father Lord , I just wanna pray that you will cure him with your hands , and help him get well soon , so that he can attend class again and reunite with 3B`11 . Father Lord , I pray that you'll help him go through the times of pain that he went through , and Father Lord , I thank you that you helped him through the surgery , such that it was successful . Also , Father Lord , thank you for guiding his family and friends through this difficult time , especially for his parents . So Father Lord , thank you , thank you so much for helping all of us , and Joel , through this time and Father Lord , I pray that he'll get well soon .
In Jesus' Name I Pray ,
Amen .

I wonder , how does it feel to be hospitalized ? I mean , yes , there's pain and all , but I'm sure it feels great when your friends visit you , right ? And I was wondering , if one day , just if , I was hospitalized , would anyone visit me ? I don't know , and I don't wanna find out . Because I'm afraid I'll be disappointed . Call me a coward , but that's me . If the truth will hurt , then I choose not to know .

And I was wondering , too , will you visit me , if you knew ?

I guess those were just pessimistic thoughts . But I really hope Joel can recover soon ! It's disheartening and discomforting to know that a classmate is being hospitalized , even if we only knew each other this year . Maybe I'm just emotional after all . :D

I need to go bathe soon , and also , study for my AMATHS and PHYSICS retest tomorrow ! I'm gonna need all the luck I can get , so I AM ORDERING YOU TO WISH ME GOODLUCK NOW . Just kidding . :D

It's Phineas and Ferb time ! I LOVE THEM . AND I LOVE DISNEY CHANNEL TOO . WHEHEHE . Did I ever mention how hot I think Ryan Higa is ? And his videos are jjang ! Totally hilariously awesome . :D I always thought he was from Hawaii , is he ? Hmm . Downloading 'Nothing's Over' by Infinite now ! L IS SO CUTE NOOOOOOO . Wahaha , I'm infatuated .

CRYSTAL KNOWS MY DEEP DARK SECRET . ._.

Isn't this picture pretty ? I was trying to sync some of Crystal's bhb photos so that I can blog them and post them on Facebook . Oh and I needed to sync the pictures that Mala and I took today during tuition . LOL , before the bus teacher comes barging in . I don't even know his name . Psh . Fail .

Anyway , it's a pretty Saturday and it's kinda windy now . I'm making a conscious effort to speak and type in accurate English ! :D it's time for me to improve on my English skills . They're lacking . ): and I find it depressing that no one reads my blog but I read everyone's . So I'm gonna remove my cbox and wallow in self pity now . Goodbye .

But before that , I promised Crystal that I'll post my awesome dream . Here it goes . Oh wait , I need a disclaimer :

DISCLAIMER : I OWN ALL CHARACTERS . OTHER CHARACTERS ARE ANONYMOUS .
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Just kidding , I only own myself . Prolly Crystal too , you'd never know .

(ARGH WAIT I NEED TO EAT DINNER NOW . WHAT ROTTEN LUCK . But I get to eat steamboat , yeom yeom . Talk to you later , suckas ! Just kidding , I love you .)

Okay , back on my yummy dinner break , so I can finally start on the story .

So last night , there were 2 parts of my dream . The first part was about Crystal and Guy E . Obviously , only Crystal knows what I'm talking about . *smiles wickedly* Basically , it was let's say ... 10 years later . Or give it a fifteen , idk . Well , CRYSTAL IS MARRIED ! That's right . She's married to someone younger than her , hohoho . GUY E . Honestly , so much for "I'm not gonna marry someone younger than me!" Yeah right . My dreams are hella accurate . :D

If let's say , 15 years , then I'll be 30 . Gosh , that's old , no , scratch that , make it 10 . So I'll be 25 . Crystal is 26 and her fiance is 25 . I'm ... dating someone , but it's better not to reveal who that person is . BUT HE DID APPEAR IN MY DREAM , JUST THAT I'M NOT GONNA DISCLOSE WHO . Meh . Okay , so Guy E proposed to Crystal on a yatch . It's a really pretty sight , with the sun like a huge yellow ball setting down across the horizon . Although it was really blinding (and I found out that it was just my nightlight) .

So Crystal was wearing a pretty pale pink dress with ribbons yada yada , and Guy E was wearing some smart crisp suit , which looks really funny , because I can't imagine him in one . Seriously , of all people . LOL . Not very charming with a joker attitude . And I was kinda shocked because for once , I finally could see the front of the guy . Usually , I only see the back view of the guys in my dream . What a bummer . Okay , digressing again . So at the tip of the yatch , you see him kneeling down charmingly , with a perfect background behind them . It's really dramatic , the way I dreamed it . Try imagining it , Crystal Kok ! :D

So he said in a really deep voice (the second phase of breaking voice , maybe) :
Guy E : Well , (scratches head) , it's kind of weird for me to say this , because you know my character , dear , but I just want you to know that you'll be my one and only for the rest of my life . And I swear , no one will ever replace you , not in my mum . (rude much?!) And so , I was hoping that you'll marry this imbecile right in front of you . (kneels down) Will you , (grabs Crystal's hand) marry me ?
Shivers . This is totally freaking me out , cos' if that really happened in the future , I'm gonna find the nearest bin and puke .
Obviously , Crystal said : YES , I WOULD ! And jumped . LOL . So they got tangled up in an embrace and other yucky details , blah blah blah . So all the people on the yatch congratulated them , including me , my uh , boyfriend (whom I shall not reveal) , Guy B , Guy CW , Guy D , Guy JH , Guy JY , Girl J , Guy ZQ , Girl M , blah blah . Too many . Crystal , try to figure out the names ! It's their initials ~

And so , one month later , they got happily married . I wouldn't be surprised , because like I told her today , they were really a 俊男美女 couple , no doubt . Honestly , make a poll , and the results prove all ! So yeah , as I was saying , they got married in a chapel (and both of them are so not innocent okay) and I got to be the best woman ! That was a really happy moment cos' I got to make a long and crap speech like the one I'm blogging about now . Like , all my inner thoughts from AHS life all the way to who knows went . All pouring out , the bhb moments , the funny moments , everything . And it was totally my way of talking . Wait , what am I talking about . LOL . I remember the bridesmaid as some little boy , which was a horrible sight because some little boy was wearing a white gown . Gosh .
(of course , I attended their wedding with my boyfriend . He keeps appearing inside my dream , idk why . Get out !)

Oh , I do remember this particular part which was really epic ! It's like , all of Crystal's suitors came forth onto the stage and projected their jealousy across the room . And they were all like , "I once loved her/She was gorgeous/She was an angel" etc etc , which I kept laughing at cos' that was utter rubbish . Just kidding , she's nice . Sometimes only . I'm nicer by a lot , really . And so you have this long queue of guys from the red carpet all the way up to the stage , and believe it or not , each guy made a 5 minute long (or more) speech on how awesome they were to give her up to Guy E , and how they fell head over heels in love with her and her SMS-ing abilities . LOL , that cracked me up in my dream . My mum told me she woke up to get a glass of water and she could hear me guffawing loudly in my room . LOL .

Okay , so the wedding ceremony was complete , cutting of cake , kissing in front of the sacred cross . LOL . I don't know how my dream made everything seem so real , but well , they kissed . LOL . Unbelievable ! I'm so gonna get murdered . And then time fast-forwarded , and soon I was engaged to my boyfriend , but that is meant to be private and confidential , cos' it's too tacky . LOL ! But I liked that part fairly much , too . :D best dream ever .

After a year or so , Crystal was preggy with twins . So fast , I know ! Tsk . In a womb lies one baby boy and one baby girl , who are both really pretty , since they have pretty parents . Like I mentioned , 俊男美女 ! LOL . So both children have wacky personalities , are very bhb and have very big eyes . Scarily , the boy looks more like Crystal and the girl looks more like Guy E . But still , they're both very very good-looking .

(at this point of time , it's my bath break . Excuse me while I sing in the shower.)

I'm back from my shower trip ! Learned how to operate the washing machine called Bobby at home . I feel good . Okay , so we were welcomed to their babies' first month anniversary . The baby girl was called Daphne (what a pretty name!) and the baby boy was named Timothy . Honestly , I think David sounds much better , pfft . So we congratulated them (again) and I announced my engagement to coughcough yada yada . The babies were so pretty I felt like kidnapping them so I can sell them off to a baby modelling company or something . Either that or I'm gonna eat them for Christmas . LOL , I'm no carnivore/barbarian .

I was about to ask if I could be their godmother or something when bad Timothy bit me . ): possibly got the genes from his father , what an imp ! I kicked his butt and got him bawling his eyes out . I prefer baby Daphne much more . She was such a sweetie inside ! Unlike Timothy . Timothys are supposed to be mature kids , idiot ! I hate Timothy . But he looked great , with a small white face . LOL . I bet he's gonna get stalked in his later years . Some entertainment company should sign the twins up . It was kinda weird seeing Crystal cradle 2 sleeping babies in her arms . LOL , hard to imagine , shocking to see . Oh well . Not like as if Guy E was of any help . He couldn't even cook a decent meal , because I remember the kitchen going on fire . Funny dream , we all didn't die and escaped . But the house burned down . Whoopee .

Then I moved on to the second part of my dream , which wasn't as exciting , but still worth the blabbering . I dreamed about the present this time round , with lesser of Crystal inside . She's not gonna take up my dream , obviously not . That is other people's job , not mine . Anyway , I dreamed that my dearest daddy was going to China to work ! ): I bawled my eyes out and kinda dragged at his pants in the airport . It was quite a sight for these random Caucasians who found their way into my dream . Get out !

My mum had to tag along too , I didn't know why . So it was kinda like last week , HOME ALONE . Terrifying experience . I hate the night . ): it's so creepy and scary . Because I didn't have any siblings , I had to move to somewhere nearer to AHS to stay . My mum wanted to put me in a flat in Pasir Ris , but I didn't wanna be alone . But I rather be alone than go to China , that's for sure . Not discriminating anyone here , okay . My mummy decided to put me up in the AHS hostel . But there weren't anymore spaces in there ! ): and my mum didn't wanna trouble my friends , so we had to find another hostel . Somewhere near AHS . And so ...

I was in big-time trouble .

There was a vacancy in Victoria School . I know , WTF . My mum didn't know the 'inside details' , so she was rather glad that we found a place for me to stay in before they left for China . I protested and told her that Victoria was a guys school , so I might get sexually harassed or something (LOL , no offence) but she waved it off and told me I'm a guy . Again , another WTF moment . I am not a guy ! Goodness . Hurt my pride . As if I have any , LOL . So I dragged her to the General Office and asked if girls were even able to be admitted into the hostel . The clerk smiled cheerily and said a big fat yes . She practically shouted it . I winced and well , they moved my stuff into this really nice room . I have no roommate . ):

And so , every morning , I leave Victoria for AHS , and you have guys staring at me like , "What's she doing in our school" and I'm like "Will you keep your eyes to yourselves . Jeez" . The bad thing was , I kinda sunk into depression in case I see people I'm not supposed to see . The good thing is , I got to decorate my room with many many yummy posters ! Wheeeeeee . And I had free WIFI . LOL . So I get to leech on it like crazyyyyyy .

Apparently I didn't meet anyone I shouldn't meet , coughcough , so everything was going pretty fine . And going to ECP was a joy , because it was so near ! Woohoo . Aceeeee . I remember going to ECP to cycle and run every Sunday morning because it was breezy . Such an athlete in my dream ! LOL , if only I could do that in reality . I would be as fit as a choco bar . Sometimes I would play with the sand myself . Unless I see coughcough and friends then I'll quickly go back to the dorm . What a sad life . But basically , I was happy , I guess . Then the December Holidays came .

CO was always a full day thing during the holidays . I guess it was the same for all COs in Singapore . So well , it was a CO-free day for me , so I decided to go down to the canteen to do my homework with a good cup of Double Chocolate ! It was a happy moment , me in my PJs and sloppy hairdo . LOL . And I had good chocolate beside me ! With fluffy bunny slippers , idk where I got them ! But they were yellow and really cute though whehehe . While sipping onto my drink and sitting cross-legged on my yellow bench , I saw this group of guys walk in noisily . Were they from the debate club or what . Darn noisy , spoiled my day .

And then I realised they were from VSCO . Shit me . I was totally shocked . And I had fashion problem , with my pink Mickey Mouse PJs , my yellow furry bunny slippers , messy uncombed hair , and eraser dust all over the table . Well , the good thing was , my Double Choc was in top notch condition whehehe . So I dropped the cup of choc outta shock and I got all the attention . I wanted to camouflage into the surroundings when I realised I was sitting on a dark green bench . It's impossible to camouflage . I buried my head into my amaths textbook and prayed hard that no one recognised me , not on a bad hair day ! But still , someone did anyway . I wasn't really that hard to miss , cos' I was the only one in the canteen . LOL .

Someone sat across me . It was ... *drum rolls* GUY E . WTF . In my head , I was thinking like , "What's Crystal's husband doing across me?" I took a peek and saw him waving cheekily to me . The dream seemed so real , I think I was about to really blush and burst all my capillaries for good ! I think I managed to croak some audible words like "Get lost" or something but Guy E did the exact opposite and soon everyone was crowding around me and my messy hair . Then all hell broke loose and teasing was horrible . The End . The rest is up to you to imagine , because I'm too shy to explain everything , because what happened after that really ... seemed so real . :x

Oh well , goodnight . I blogged so much , even I'm tired . Gonna enjoy my sugar-coated strawberries now ! Ciao .