Tuesday, March 9, 2010 7:06 PM
Troubled ;
I'm troubled .
Thank you , to those who told me to cheer up .
I've been having traumatic events in my life in one week .
I think I'm going crazy .
People tell me I've changed .
Have I ?
Should I change back ?
What am I suppose to do now ?
Jump down the building ?
As quoted from Yixuan , "I feel like tossing myself out of the window ."
Maybe I should do that .
It might make life easier for me .
But I'm not in the wrong .
Why should I suffer ?
Is this the right kind of thinking ?
Am I suppose to apologise to everyone around me ?
Is everyone playing a prank on me ?
What have I done to my life ?
How will you stop being angry with me ?
How do I tell them to stay out of my life ?
Why set your eyes on me ?
Why so stingy towards me ?
Are you biased against me ?
Do you hate me ?
Do you know you were once like me ?
Do you think you have the right to lecture me ?
Do you think I don't feel sad or pissed about this ?
Do you think the whole world revolves around you only ?
Do you think you're the most important person in this world ?
Should I give in to you ?
Why should I give in to you ?
Who's the one that's changing ?
Who's the one being a total idiot , a total bitch ?
You or me ?