Thursday, January 21, 2010 3:17 PM
What I feel ;
hey .
i'm here to make myself clear .
sometimes , don't you feel that you're being left alone to emo on your own ?
people talk among themselves , not even giving a damn about how you feel .
and when i say people , it includes the ones so close to us called 'friends' .
no matter where i go , i get left out .
in DES , in AHS and in HWS .
you might think that i should be getting used to it now .
well , maybe i should .
but i can't seem to .
i don't like to be left out .
maybe i don't have charisma .
maybe i am insensitive .
maybe i am boring .
maybe i suck .
but you know what ?
i'm still human .
you can't leave me out like that .
have i ever done that to you ?
i doubt so .
then why , why , why , do you have to do that to me ?
you're being unfair here .
i help you with your problems .
i console you .
i'm with you during your sad times .
i help you find excuses for everything .
but what do you do in return ?
NOTHING .
absolutely nothing .
and you think it's perfectly fine when you don't help me .
not even a single thank you .
you whine and whine and whine .
i bear with it .
when i just make a little complain , you say i'm being stupid .
doesn't that make you a total dork ?
i really hate you at times .
i wish you could be more understanding , and don't expect so much from me .
i've had enough of this .
don't question me about who this message is for .
i won't give a damn .
i will not help you ever again .
a few days ago , i asked for your help .
in the end , what happened ?
you didn't even bother to read what happened , and you just continued whining about your own problems .
that's so selfish .
i know you have a lot of problems .
but you're not the only one .
i , have more , stressed , difficult problems than you .
if i'm gonna help you think , why aren't you helping me ?
if i'm gonna solve my problems myself , why can't you ?
you don't let me share your stuff .
and you expect me to lend you stuff .
that's so childish , so immature of you .
you should just go back to kindergarten .
i'm serious about this .
i'm getting pissed .